- i went to bed around 8:30 because I was avoiding talking to my mom
- woke up around 11
- talked to julie for like 5 mins this morning... we both complain we never hang out with each other, yet everyone gathers @ tonias house for a movie night.. and yeah of course i wasnt invited, because well.. ok ill stop lol
- got off the hook from coming home late on thursday
- was made aware that im THIS close to being suspended because of my attendance/being late
im hoping jenn comes online soon, i wanted to go out tonight, and she mentioned the show at the dungeon which i wouldnt mind going to, but im not going alone so
i complain about being fat.. and what did i have for breakfast.. a pop and some.. i duno what the hell it was, it was sweet, mix between a brownie and.. something, LOL
right now im listenin to what a day by nonpoint, maybe that should've been the music i posted up
i was also listening to an older (but good) song by the primitive radio gods.. the song title is too damn long, i cant remember it all..
did anyone hear that hail this morning? i thought it was those freakin birds tapping on my window again.. i wake up @ like 830, 9 this morning, look out the window and theres like hail coming down..
i think its supposed to be like 19 today too, probably changed from the last time i looked at the tv.. cuz u know weather..
the rain spoiled today, it could've been a good day!
*sigh* so yeah.. just.. *sigh*
i also picked up like 4 books because of my librarian, i gotta read through them and pick one..
and i talked to the guidance counsellor about art, im going to try and drop it..
dont get me wrong, i love art, but not the way they have this course...
i like art from my own mind, not doing what someone else says, and being restricted to how i do it and the amount of time in which its done in.. arg
andddddd i also found out the trip next year is to france and spain.. so ill look into that one
im geting bored of typing, and im sure you're getting bored of reading.. wait, no one reads these anyways.. so im OUT




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DaTe:  April 12th, 2004
TiMe: 10:45 pm
MoOd: good, bored, idunooo
MuSiC: guess.. lol

Heywo everyone.. well, no one, because like no one reads this anywaaayys, but ya know
thats okay
what the hell has been going on with meee? not a heck of a lot... i guess, lol
ive got a wikkid collection of music going on
not sure if [whoever MAY be reading this] have heard of nervepitch, i had their song on my comp for the longest time, i found it awhile ago, listened to it, and i like, i like a lot
and going through my cds i realized theres some in there i havent listened to in months..
this weekend was a long weekend, oh how i love long weeekends, except the part where 2 of the 4 days everything is closed.. so like.. you cant actually DO anything anyywayyys
i got my new lip jewlery on saturday tanks to steeeev
i lost it on the monday morning and had been wearing an earring and stud in there off and on.. it was the biggest pain in the ass ever
yesterday i had family over and whatnot... that was fun.. NOT haha
I mean it wasnt fun but it wasnt bad at the same time, its just weird, i havent seen them in so long and im being all polite and stuff.. imean theres polite.. then theres POLITE.. and being asked all these questions.. i eventually hid in my room lol
by the time i came out my aunt was wasted... from drinkin wine, oh man
anywyas, i've spread this 'entry' over the span of 2 hours, and im getting lazy, so i'll stop right about........ here

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DaTe:  March 3rd, 2004
TiMe: 5: 34 pm
MoOd: blah blah blah
MuSiC: slipknot - prosthetics

Wow.... yeah, it HAS beeen AWHIIIIIILE.. lol
I'm such a lazy ass :D
What's been going on with me lately you ask? Not a hell of a lot... school, ya, you know... thats always fun
I'm trying to get caught up and bring marks up in all my classes still because of me coming into the semester almost a week late and whatnot..
Almost there, art is taking awhile..
Comm tech, finished an assignment yesterday... got 100% on it, woo :)
So it's been a little busy, a little hectic I should sayyy
My bros coming over for dinner soon, then I was gonna give Diana a call and see what she was up to, I think she was trying to make plans with me today but then I was on my way to the art room to do some more work..
hrmmmm
it looks yummy outside
oo ya, aand next thursday im going to dope in toronto! woo, that should be fun!
i think its a smaller venue, so that sometimes means you'll actually get a chance to chill with the band for a bit and wUt not..
anyways, im getting lazy again.. so im gonna stop typing.............. now






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DaTe:  December 16th, 2003 
TiMe: 3 30 pm
MoOd: anxious, hungry, feeeed meee
MuSiC: Negative One - Mudvayne

Hallo again everybody, i'm just getting too damn lazy to update this thing lately, so when I do get on here it's really long.. lol
Kinda good news and bad news going on lately
1st off we got the keys to our new house last night, so that was all good i guess, my mom seemed happy. i think we're going down there tonight to start taking down wallpaper... fun fun
this past week. what has happened.. hmm
well not much during the week, the days seem to be getting shorter, so that was good, friday came around, everyone was working go figure, darren invited me down, my mom dropped me off there, had fun there hanging out with him and his friend dave! <-- see i put you in there dave!! ur cool! moahaha, didn't go to bed for like almost 36 hours... LoL
Yesterday coming back from the weekend I had my sparelast, i ran into laura and noelle, yes, laura and noelle at my school, i haven't seen those two in forever, lauras still with tony, noelles still with frank..
noelles also pregnant and due in may, lauras found out on friday she's pregnant and due in july... holy... kind of mind boggling..
also found out abby is coming down from picton/belleville this weekend so hopefully we can hook up, maybe even get diana, julie, heather, laura, noelle, jenn, whitney, rachel, alexandra, amanda, tonya, and steph, laurel, cate, jenn, ashley all together and have a little gathering thing a majigger.. okay maybe big gathering?? lol
another unfortunate thing i found out today at lunch.. stephs going into an mri thing to get a scan on janurary 22nd which wil determine whether she needs brain surgery or not... pretty scary stuff, hope everything turns out okay
also.. chris is coming down this friday, yes this friday! :p  we're going to go to the cradle of filth concert in toronto with his sister, thats gonna be tons of fun as well.. aww its her first concert! hehe, cute!
i cannot wait until this week ends.... i have a huge portion of my english isu due tomorrow.. good luck doing that, i have tons of reading left, i knew this was gonna happen lol
i also found out i think the 1st week of classes that resume i might not be there.. mom wants to bring me to indiana with her from jan 6th-11th, so hehe!
i think thats all i got, ill try and update more often dudes!
and im outttttt...........





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DaTe:  December 7th, 2003 
TiMe: 2 30 pm
MoOd: good, but bored, entertaaaain meee!
MuSiC: anything from slipknot or mudvayne today folks!

Well helllllooooooo! I'm bored, so I'm gonna go on a little rant about my past few days...
I meant to write in here a few times, meaning I thought of it, but never got around to it, because I'm a lazyass :)
Okayyy... Thursday, I was dead tired because Wednesday evening I decided to crash @ 6, wake up around 12, check who was online and ended up being glued to the computer from 12 until I was out the door on the way to school... talk about a NERD huh... hah..   Okay so I was pretty tired after that, Thursday Diana came over after school, we hung out, watched a movie, I think I stayed awake during most of it, Diana was actually the one who fell asleep, then as it was ending she woke up, I fell asleep, she decided she was gonna go home [according to her around 8, 9, something like that, who knows I don't remember a thing] yeah and supposedly I walked her to the door, which I barely remember, I also don't remember how I got back up the stairs, into my bedroom onto my bed... LOL
Friday, friday, friday... what did I do friday? Well went to class of course, was a bit late in the morning, didnt feel like friday, it was kind of weird, everyone was working after school so that kinda sucked..
I stayed in, did some packing, went online.. then it happened... lol
I spilt juice on the keyboard i brought into my room a couple months ago from my bros room because it worked better... so it wasmy brothers.. and well. i spilt juice on it, i cleaned it up all right away, but in the end i really did fry it, so i left it, fell asleep, my mom comes in from a day of shopping and goes on the computer, wakes me up asking me what happened to the keyboard, i told her what happened and how it was an accident... she flipped, we got into a little.. sorry BIG argument, that wasn't fun... came back online and talked to a couple friends to try and make me feel better :) and that they did..
Saturday was the re-cooperating day I guess, my mom I guess figured that maybe she was a  little TOO harsh.. I mean a keyboard is 15 bucks... so she went shopping for the day, brang me home paint samples for my room, asked me what furniture i liked from this catalogue, etc etc... so yesterday wasnt too bad... calming down day, lol
did some more packing, was suppose to put up the christmas tree but never got around to it..
I came online on Saturday night and ran into my friend Laura online, long time no friggin talk... her and tony have been together for a long time.. it never came to me until i realized .. woah its been that long since ive talked to her?!  yeah, it turns out she's coming back to school for 2nd semester, and she'll be at prom, talk about freakin sweetness eH?
Today... I woke up early, didnt sleep too well but meh, I think I'm gonna put up the tree today, hopefully I get around to it, I was helping my mom pack.. out basement is a complete disaster, haha
This weekends been okay... up and down... ya know
Guess what's in 20 days? If you don't know then... just don't talk to me, haha jk :p!
Holidays are comin up sooon... thats all fine and good, that means exams are getting closer, and I gotta kick myself in the ass school wise other wise I'm in for it, speaking of school I think I have some homework I should do... yeah thats right, I'm going to do homework :o!
Okay, I'm out......

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DaTe:  December 1st, 2003 
TiMe: 6 pm
MoOd: good, but tired, kinda...
MuSiC: Last Time - Fuel


Allo allo, shit its been awhile eh.. I thought I updated this not too long ago, shows how aware I am...
It's December 1st.. which means.. holidays are comin up! weeee! christmas... my birfday, new yrs,  boxin day shoppin.. or not... and just no school in general is a day for celebration...
School today was okay.. watched a movie in english, our teacher went missing for housing class.. and marketing we just took up stuff, talked, ect, ect.. then I went home! And I've been listenin to old cds I made like 2 yrs ago, lol..
My weekend was good, went to waterloo again, too much to type in detail or whatever, because im lazy, so ya.. heh
oh ya.. and i have a cold... so watch ouT! guhhhh

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DaTe:  November 19th, 2003 
TiMe: 5:30 pm
MoOd: good good
MuSiC: Silenced - MuDvAyNe

I had a nice busy weekend this weekend...
Went to the gym Friday, I think I already said that before but oh well :p
Saturday I went to Toronto with my mom. We got there and went into the cemetary to put flowers on my grandpa's grave and what-not...  it was 3 years ago Sunday. So we get there and my mom calls the Cemetary's office so we can get an exact location of where it is. We're getting a stone made up for him right now, so any graves without stones are marked with a metal number in the ground, so the office told us"section 18, number 463" we looked for a half hour for this number, we were in the right section and everything, we couldn't find nothing... so we called them back and asked us if they could give us any further assistance and they told us no... which really pissed off me and my mom, like could you have some compassion.. or something?  geeze...
Anyways we looked for another 40 minutes and still couldn't find it. So we left and decided we'd some back some other day, my mom came on fathers day and couldn't find it either... weird
We were already running late so from Ajax getting flowers, to Scarborough and the cemetary to Toronto to get my grandmother. We went back to Scarborough to go shopping at the Eglinton Square, Warden Power Centre, and the Gerrard Square mall thing, we ended up going into Sears and they were having this sale on Guess & Levi's Jeans  (  :o! ) lol so I looked around at some jeans and got a couple pairs, nothing new when I tried them on and they were a foot too long lol Because we all know all women are 6'4 and weigh 120 pounds right? I think not... so i gots ta take those to get hemmed soon..
After shopping we went to Red Lobster, I'm not a HUGE sea-food
fan so I got cheese sticks as an appetizer.. mmmmmm then chocolate milk.. mmmm and then for dinner i had fish and chips and dessert i had this chocolate cake.. omg ive never felt so fat in my life.. haha
we got home around 10 30... and i think i passed out, next day we wokeup, headed to pickering to go to the gym and look for appliances at the outlet thingy thing right next door... thennnn we went tanning, that was... umm fun i guess
this weeks been kinda meh, but.. well.. meh..
I dropped my math course because it's total BS... so now I get off at 1 30 every other day, or I have lunch from 11 25- 130, so that's kinda sweeeet, AND.. I have my spare with Julie, so ya
Less than a month until we move into the new house and I haven't touched anything... yup thats right, i haven't packed A THING
I don't wanna move :'(   thats not the reason why I haven't packed though, I'm just a lazy ass
Hopefully I get to hang out with adummm and danaaa this weekend <-- we havent hung out in awhile.. woah.. beeyatches
I think I'm gonna go find that movie my mom brought home 'ghost ship' or something... try and watch it, I'll probably fall asleep no doubt.. then tanning @ 8 30 tonight...
umm ya i think thats it.... im out!

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DaTe:  November 15th, 2003 
TiMe: 1pm
MoOd: Bitchy, haha jk im never bitchy.. i think
MuSiC: Spineshank - Full Circle

*YaWn* My mom woke me up so early *cries*
I think I've recovered from last night at the gym, lol I'm such a fatass
Today I decided I'm going to go with my mom to Toronto to go to my grandpa's grave [3 years ago tomorrow...]
Then it's my grandmothers birthday Monday and my mom is taking her out for some shopping and dinner so I figured I'd tag along to see her because it's kind of her day type thing
I probably SHOULD be staying home and doing homework.. getting caught up on shit but ya know...
Tomorrow I'm probably going back to the gym and maybe tanning with  my mom, hopefully getting stuff finished [assignments] that neeeeeeeed to be finished... gahhh... alright well I'm off to get ready to go out.. ta ta


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DaTe:  November 10th, 2003 
TiMe: 6pm
MoOd: Lazy
MuSiC: Follow - Sevendust feat. Aaron Lewis

Hello there people....
It has been awhile hasn't it. I hope everyone had a good weekend, I know I did :)
I went to Waterloo for the weekend to see ... who you ask? - - -
This weekend went well, a nice weekend away from the parents and whatnot, Waterloo is freakin cold though...
I didn't think it would get as cold as it did, especially Saturday night, I regret not bringing my winter coat, lol
So the trip up there was all fine and dandy, thanks to Sean, who was also going up there to see someone at Waterloo...
Coming back was great until the last little bit getting from Toronto to Oshawa, turns out they didn't give me a ticket from Toronto to Oshawa, and I didn't have enough time to buy one before the bus left because of the  enormous line up so I was kind of stuck there...
That part kind of sucked but it wasn't that bad... I guess I could've prevented it from happening, especially  when this cool girl I met [Linda] when getting off the Kitchener to Toronto Bus showed me her ticket and it said Toronto to Oshawa... Oh well I guess I learned me a lesson! haha
Whenever I go up there again next [hopefully my mom will forget about me being a doorknob at times] and I'll probably go with Linda
This week should go by fast.. I hope..
I'm hoping I'm going in to work with my mom tomorrow, Thursday and Friday
School days go by slower than 10 hour shifts with my mom sometimes.. I'm glad our winter break is coming up in almost a month... wait no I'm not, that means exams are closer.. meh, can't win can we, lol...
ehhh, they'll be easy ... i think
anyways I'm off to make my dinner [hot cereal, haha] do some laundry, go over some homework... oh ya english.. umm okay byes!

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DaTe:  November 2nd, 2003 
TiMe: 11:40 pm
MoOd: BuSy/TiReD
MuSiC: Asthmatic - Spineshank

aHHHHHHH, so much better, I just had a shower... lol
Dunno how everyone elses weekend was because my friends don't seem to phone me anymore... probably because when they used to i was never home, but AnYwAyS.... my weekend was pretty good :)
Until Sunday came along... woke up to my parents fighting over houses, they can't agree on any that they see, my mom wants a slightly smaller house meaning.... taking away a floor... and my step dad thinks thats too small [i actually like having the 3 floors plus the attic on top myself] and then my step dad wants lots of land, and my mom argues he'll never have the time to maintain it, cut it, that type of thing, which is true... just so much crap they were arguing about lol.. ah well, they better find a place fast cuz we got less than 2 months to get the hell out of here... house is sold...
hmm, now lets talk about school... yay...
school sucks, as usual.... im not doing too bad in english, marketing is getting better... ive got so much assigments piling up lately though...
im hoping none of my marks go down.. especially since marks for each class are getting sent in the middle of this week...
i cant stay on track lately... gahhh, lol
its raining tomorrow again.. yey.. hope im not walkin to school tomorrow, then ill be soaked in all of my classes... and i also heard its snowing this friday ...possibly.... oh no, oh no, oh no!
guess i better find my touque EH
also gotta find some boxes so i can start packing some stuff up...
:(
i dont want to move... *sigh*
ah well.. i really wouldn't mind as much as long as we all could agree upon a house we all like or something... any ones we haved liked they got sold too fast.. boo
i think we're moving into our future house like right about my exam time too.. actually during it we are... even better! :D
alright, its going on 12... so i guess im going to try and do whatever work I can before I pass out on my keyboard here, im done bitchin for the night :) . . .


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